Saturday Morning Prayer

“O God,
let something essential and joyful happen in me now,
something like the blooming of hope and faith,
like a grateful heart,
like a surge of awareness
of how precious each moment is,
that now, not next time,
now is the occasion
to take off my shoes,
to see every bush afire,
to lead and whirl together with neighbor,
to gulp the air as sweet wine
until I’ve drank enough
to dare to speak the tender word:
‘Thank you’;
‘I love you’;
‘You’re beautiful’;
‘Let’s live forever beginning now’;
And, ‘I’m a fool for Christ’s sake.’ “

-Ted Loder, Guerrillas of Grace

Saturday Morning Prayer

“O God, gather me
to be with you
as you are with me.
Keep me in touch with myself,
with my needs,
my angers,
my pains,
my corruptions,
that I may claim them as my own
rather than blame them on someone else.

O Lord, deepen my wounds
into wisdom;
shape my weaknesses
into compassion;
gentle my envy
into enjoyment,
my fear into trust,
my guilt into honesty.

O God, gather me
to be with you
as you are with me.”

-Ted Loder, Guerrillas of Grace

DANGER: Putting Our Experiences in the Place of Christ

Jonathan Edwards

Jonathan Edwards, pastor-theologian (1703-1758)

“What they are principally taken and elevated with, is not the glory of God, or beauty of Christ, but the beauty of their experiences.

They keep thinking with themselves, ‘What a good experience is this! What a great discovery is this! What wonderful things have I met with!’

And so they put their experiences in the place of Christ, and his beauty and fullness; and instead of rejoicing in Christ Jesus, they rejoice in their admirable experiences: instead of feeding and feasting their souls in the view of what is without them, viz. the innate, sweet, refreshing amiableness of the things exhibited in the gospel, their eyes are off from these things, or at least they view them only as it were sideways; but the object that fixes their contemplation, is their experience; and they are feeding their souls, and feasting a selfish principle with a view of their discoveries: they take more comfort in their discoveries than in Christ discovered.” -Jonathan Edwards

-Kyle Strobel, Formed for the Glory of God: Learning from the Spiritual Practices of Jonathan Edwards, pg. 138